Saturday, March 3, 2018

Sheshachalam Trek - a travelogue or monologue !!



SHESHACHALAM TREK – A Unique Pilgrim trek by YHAI
          Sheshachalam –trek on the abode of God of Seven Hills, Shri Balaji Tirupathi Devasthana, is a memorable wander into one of 108 Theerthams on the Thirumala. People often visit, Papanashana Theertha, Aakash Ganga and Kapila Theertha as they are very easily accessible by road and pay their respects to the Theerthas and enjoy the serene atmosphere there.  However, there are many more unknown and mystique Theerthams which I remembered to have visited during my early childhood days, like Thumburu Theertham, Ramakrishna Theertham in the deep woods of Thirumala with my parents and especially, the most pious and determined lady my mother who was fond of Thirupathy Venkataramana. She would climb without taking any food and till finishing Darshana of the Lord Venkateswara !!  I remember a family trip to Thirupathy when I was around 10 years of age; we climbed the hills during wee hours of around 3.30 am and it was quite dark and scary to climb in those days without any facilities or shelter.  My father was determined to go up and we went and got scolding from Forest officials for daring in the night along with family members as there was a threat of animals roaming on the way. I still remember the chill feeling we had throughout the climb !!!
          Just to refresh my child hood memories, it came upon as if I was destined to visit Thirumala through YHAI trek program – Sheshachalam.   I could not visit Thirupathy for a long time even though it remained my favorite hill to climb on foot for a long time. Again, all due to the initiative of my brother, Venkat who has become a senior trekker of YHAI along with his better half, Bhagya who is ever ready to do an outing this way.  She had in fact, designed an ingenious sleeping bag with available materials like Woollen Shawls and linen.  We all set foot on a day of Karnataka Bandh after borrowing Grand I10 of TVS to Tirumala on 25th early morning.  There were lots of uncertainties, I just landed after an overnight journey from Mangalore and we had to reach by 2 pm to get into the forest and the reporting point was “Keshava Reddy School (formerly Bhuvanagiri School) at Kukkala doddi Village, about 30 kms towards Kodur from Thirupathy and 20 kms from Renigunta Station, (the literal meaning of Kukkala doddi being a place for canines reared by one local headman).
Kodur is known for growing a variety of mangoes and further leads towards Kadapa. I met a farmer who studied in this School and got an insight into the sanctity of this place.  This route used to be called “Annamayya margam” in memory of the devout Annamacharya who used to climb from the rear side of the hill. The very fact that this path was treaded by Saint Annamacharya and a noted devotional poetess “Vengamamba” filled my soul with pleasantness and a bit of excitement. Tarikonda Vengamamba was a Niyogi Brahmin lady and staunch devotee of Lord Ventakeshwara who became a Yogini and written devotional poems on Lord. She dedicated her life to Lord after becoming a child widow who considered Lord as her husband and continued to dress as a married woman. Story goes that she was doing Ekantha Seva to Lord Venkateswara and she was banished by the priests to a cave about 15 kms away from Tirumala and this did not deter her from worshipping the lord. She used to travel through the cave and reach temple for worship!!  We were about to stay in this cave near Tumburu Theertha, on the third day of our stay and this was quite a fascinating thing for me to visualize the life of such a staunch devotee and contemporary of Annamacharya in 17th Century. 
I remembered a similar story of Akka Mahadevi who lived near Kardaliwan cave, close to Shri Shaila Mallikarjuna Temple. It did not look like just a coincidence that we were there during last month !!!.  My fascination with the place and the Shloka “Shree Shaila Shikaram Dhristva Punar Janma na vidyathe” was satisfied during this yet another pilgrim-trek which could happen only partly due to forest permission issues.

Day 1:
At around, 3.30 pm we were briefed about the program and trekkers started moving in line to reach a place called Bandi Marisula which is roughly two and half hours easy trek. It is a very secluded place for resting in the night and it is said that the Tigers used to attach the bullock carts with such a great force that the wooden spokes used to break for the intense attach.  The literal meaning of Bandi is Bullock cart and Marisula is the wooden spoke which broke. After hearing this, the place seemed a bit scare. But seeing the natural surroundings, all such fears disappeared. There was a natural pond surrounded by pristine brown coloured rocks and dense forest in the background.  The camp site was quite small and could have accommodated about 50 to 60 trekkers only. We were nearly a hundred.  From here we are to start trek next day to explore the dense forests including some perennial springs, Secret Canyons,  Cascading Waterfalls, Century old tall trees, caves, pre historic rock paintings etc.,  off the beaten tracks with the help of enthusiastic YHAI volunteers headed by KV Prasad and Balu garu.  This trek happens once in a year and hence there was a big rush of trekkers and some piligrims who want to see this part of Tirumala.
After a sumptuous tea break and dinner later in the evening, we rested in the open for a while. There were no tents of YHAI but Venkat was ready with a tent of his own and pitched the same  at an appropriate place. My sleep bag saved me from the chilled nights but this did not guarantee sound sleep as there was so much enthusiasm among trekkers, pilgrims who were excited and kept awake through out the night giggling, cracking jokes and made a bit unusual noise in this serene atmosphere.  Days trek was very light and we kept good pace with all enthusiasm. The regular camp was unavailable and another batch yet to join us next day morning.

Day 2:
The day’s mandate was to reach Yerra Reddi Madugu and come back early for another short trek of two kms near our camp site.  But it was long enough to reach and we were there at around 2 pm as we left late. This is a natural pond and water flowing throughout the year. After a strenuous walk of five hours we were eager to enter into water.  I was watching others getting soon into water and I also slowly moved on. This is where I drowned in the Water for the first time in life. There were big rocks in the water and the depth was not visible.  I slowly moved towards the middle and felt that there is no more rock to go further.  I decided to go back and turnedback.  But at this stagem I slipped and drowned back and in seconds went down.  I tried to cycle and come up, but the legs were not having enough strength to co operate.  I now felt that I am drowning and unable to reach the top of the rock so that I can stand.  Heard, Kitty shouting loudly and making gestures.  I had to grab another fellow swimmer, but he could not take me and I again drowned.  Now I knew that I cannot come up without help.
There were many in the pond who would not have noticed me.  Within seconds, I grabbed someone else and came aboard on the rock, a bit shaken by my inability to come back to a safe place.  For a moment I could see Kitty waiving and calling names. I gave him a shock of the day and he was trembling with fear and agony. I was quite comfortable and came little closer to the pond.  Now it was my turn to help someone else.  There was a girl who was trying to come and go back.  I observed that she is very nervous and finally as expected she drowned a little into the water.  I could clearly see that she could not stand and head went inside.   She was unable to come back to the top and I immediately grabbed her hand and lifted her to safety.  Now the debt is repaid and I felt better!!
After having packed lunch, we started back. Now the number of trekkers who came directly increased and we had to go back to camp before it is too late.  On the way we had to cross a big grass land and the chances of missing route was bright during night. We speeded up and tried move fast so that the large batch could move safely in distance.  We had to give breaks for the other trekkers to join without having much gaps in between. Finally, wewereback by 6 pm to be greeted with a much wanted Tea break followed by Bajji.   Bajji looked so delicious and also ensured smooth passage next day morning!!
Day 3:
This was the D day, I was waiting for.  To see Vengamamba Caves and Tumburu Theertha whichis close by.  We moved on at around 9 am and started trekking towards hills besides the camp.  We had to cross over quite a number of small streams of water bodies; which was presently only boulders and water here & there. Crossing over the boulders for most of the trek was difficult & strenuous.  We had everychance of skidding and spraining ourselves which would make us no more fit for further journey. Luckily, we were careful enough to avoid such a situatin and kept walking towards Tumburu Valley.  We stopped over for lunch at Chakalibanawater fall and there is also a pre historic period cave and we climbed into the same.   It was  refreshing place for having lunch and relaxation thereafter.
We reached Vengamamba caves and occupied the temporary tents / plastic roofs at around 12.30 pm.  The Tumburu Theertham was close by and we moved on to see this majestic theertham.  It is highly religious place and many rishis did penance in ancient times. The trek through the canyon with towering hills of more than 200 feet with a clearance of 20 to 30 metres between the vertical rock walls climbing over boulders wading through pools of water ultimately reaching the water fall where the two hills join together is an unforgettable experience.  We could see a number of ponds in the rock which we were cautioned to avoid entering as nobody knows how deep they are.  We had to slowly go sideways to avoid falling into the pond by skidding onrocks!!There were local persons to cross us over to the other part of Big canyons route which itself was a diving path to reach the ultimate Theertham. The water was chilled and we enjoyed the walk through.  All our pains in leg disappeared in a whiff once we had bath in the stream finally at the end of the split rocky canyon. It is said that the big canyons are extremely rare sight in nature and it is thrilling to see tham.  The serenity of the place is amazing and I started visualizing the period when rishis walked in this path doing their regular penance.  Vengamamba cave is not too far away and she must be visiting this place daily. 
We can see a large number of big ant hills on the way and one at the entrance had an idol being worshipped next to the ant hill.  It looked like Tumburu rishi who has mastered music.  The Tumburu Narada are well known for their music and devotion in our puranas.  With a deep sense of satisfaction, we came backto the Vengamamba caves and settled down.  There was a Yogi Maharaj in this place.   People say that he was ex military and came here to meditate and eventually settled down.  He was alsogiving medicines to the local people when they were sick and was killed by some unknown people / poachers during 2010.  All the ladies were accommodated in the cave parchment and we settled down in the temporary plastic tents outside. We felt that it was a real trek today followed by a rare rock formation (Canyon) mostly due to certain kind of earth quake or re orientation of the planet millions of years ago.  The memories of this wonderful cave and the theertham would remain for a long time to come.
Day 4:
          This was the last day and we were all completely exhausted physically.  Our minds were fresh and energies high, even though there is pain everywhere. Destination was Rama Theertham and reaching Papanashanam for grand finale of the trek.   We had break fast and packed lunch.  Thanked all the workers who helped us in pitching temporary tents, preparing food and leading us safely through forest.  After a brief ceremony, we also got our certificates in advance as some parties would require to leave early. 
 We had to climb up hill for about 5 kms on the serenic hills followed by 1 km ascent and 2 km deep descent on the rocks which seems to have been thrown from above.  The climb was bit strenuous as there was sun on top of our head and we slowly reached the base camp of Ramakrishna Theertham.  We left our bags there and started ascent of 1 km followed a deadly descent of 2 kms down hll. It was a dangerous and risky walk down the hill with big boulders and sharp stones.   This place is visited by pilgrims once in a year during Magha pournami for ceremonies.  The TTD staff were busy erecting temporary ladders made out of wood down hill and we slowly went down using ropes on the way.  Going down was quite exhausting and needed lot of patience with physical agility to climb big rocks/stones and without falling at any place !!  After reaching down, we were deighted to see the theertham and the source was difficult to identify as we have to swim across to see whichwas not possible.  However, I tried to walk on the cliff to see the last visible part and took some very good pictures.   One more trekker followed me and his thirst for selfies was satisfied by taking photos from a dangerously looking cliff.  Down there was a stream of water coming from the falls and many of our trekkers were found to be enjoying the ice cold water swim.
By this time we realized that the stomach is empty and our bags in base camp had the luch pack.  We had no option to climb back and our butter fly man – Biju was so hungry.  He started looking for food everywhere and nothing came through.  Luckily, there were local TTD staff were trying to save some food packets they received from Temple from the monkeys who weretrying ferociously to steal some packets.  I was lucky to get one packet which would have been offered for monkeys and both of us shared the divine pongal prasadam which would have otherwise gone monkey way!!.    We were really lucky to eat pongal with some local chutney which tasted like heaven. 
Finally, after some rest we climbed back the same way towards tht top of the hill, which seemed better while climbing.  It was anyway risky to hurry and we tread slowly to reach the top and had food. This was the last part of trek and we finally bid adieu to our Trek leaders and walked towards Papanashanam.   After paying respects to the Goddess Ganga, we moved on to Thirumala and later to Thirupathy to drive back to Bangalore.  My wish to have Darshanam was not possible due to technical reasons and I decided to do it later with family. Came back to Mangalore by catching some local Saarige bus at around 12.30 pm and  travelled through out the night to see Chinmaya who was not well.  It was really a test of my endurance to travel during night in the local busses from Bangalore to Hassan, Hassan to Mudigere and Mudigere to Mangalore, after a 4D / 3N trek on Tirumala. The entire journey starting on 24th night at Mangalore to 29th January, 2018 was like a dream with no gaps in between. 
My ambition of climbing the Thirumala hill was fulfilled in a different way and the memories would linger well for quite some time.  I had consciously chosen to keep my conversation with the fellow trekkers to the barest minimum and enjoyed the solitude even though I was one among 100+ trekkers.  Hopefully, I would visit these places again with family and enjoy it in a different way, very soon.  There are 108 theerthams on this holy hill and their religious sanctity is very significant.  The rush we find in Thirumala is really scary and if everybody wishes to visit these theerthams, it may severely impact the environment. They are better off without pilgrims and an occasional visit of trekker-pilgrims would be good for the ecology of Seven hills.   Eco tourism is the need of the hour in this place and it cannot be compromised for our selfish nature. Generally people think that the entire planet belongs to them and they have every right to use all the resources for their entertainment.  It may be the reason that the nature has kept it secrets very closely and very few would know the way.  Vengamamba Cave, Tumburu Theertham, Ramakrishna Theertham are the unique mystical places which we cannot forget for a long time.

Tuesday, August 8, 2017

Waste of food - a good for thought

Waste of food – a National Loss

Food is one of the three basic necessities of mankind.  Food, clothing and shelter is the yardstick to determine the standard of living of a person.  For survival, we all need good food to eat, decent clothes and a safe house.

Particularly, in the case of food, we have to take extra care and should not waste the same.  It is a perishable commodity and it cannot be retrieved / re used unlike other basic necessities.

The food that we eat comes from the hard work of another person who would have struggled to grow crop.

 The farmer, transporter, market man and finally, my parents would have made effort to provide food to me.
If I waste food in plate, it means that I have disrespected the efforts of all these persons.  No doubt, we have paid for the food.  It is only for the services rendered and not a measure of the efforts of all these people.

I was told that if you leave food served in Hotels at Germany, you will be fined for the same!!   It looks amusing to hear such thing.  It might be necessary if we do not understand the value of food we leave in the plates.    It could well be eaten by another human being who is starving for food.

It is scientifically said, that the energy can neither be created nor destroyed.  But when we waste food, it means that we are wasting the energies spent by others in production of food articles.  We need to value the efforts for preparing food and hence should not waste food.

When we go to functions, we can avoid excessive plateful of food, which we cannot eat.  If something is left, we can always share it with others who need it.

Let us all decide to take care not to waste food.  Waste of food also means that we have wasted the resources of nature.   These resources belong to the Nation and therefore, it is a loss to our own Nation.

Sunday, August 6, 2017

Hemalkasa - A Journey through woods - Pathway to llight

A JOURNEY THROUGH WOODS – PATHWAY TO LIGHT:
        With least knowledge about what is really in store for us, we three trinities left Campus (Ravi, Ganesh and Srini) and rode towards south of Nagpur to a place called “Hemalkasa”.  All that we knew was that we had to travel for more than 350 kms one way and come back after a night’s stay.  My back was worrying me much and I was not sure whether the Lumber-6 which is already prolapsed would make me immobile again.  I had regained some of my original strength after three week of yogic exercises and this was the only solace for my back.
2.       Background of our venture into woods: After a two hour enlightened morning session with Dr Prakash Amte at Ashokvan and previous week’s visit to Anandvan, we had a rough idea about the activities going on at Hemalkasa.  The very founder of the legacy somewhere in 1973 was found to be extremely unassuming and clear in his idea about “Community Service”.  Imagine three Magsay awards in a single family, something really unheard of !!  We three proceeded further with lot of discussion about our previous trekking experiences and issues relating to Environment.  I had the company of a prolific nature lover / trekker Ravi Mehrotra (who has written a very beautiful book personifying a tree’s feelings) as well as a deep thinker/writer Ganesh from my own state.  The lengthy programme had few takers and I felt that something deep inside was pulling us towards Hemalkasa.
3.       The place is fairly unknown and in the remote jungle at the Border of Chattisgarh and Andhrapradesh.  Even the Driver has no clue as to where we are heading.  Frequent enquiries/verification of the route had to be done on the way.  After travelling for about 150 kms, we literally stumbled upon rough road followed by dense reserve forest.  We Crossed Ballarsha,  Chandrapur and reached Alapally where the real forest begins.  It was so pleasant a drive in the reserve forest that I was reminded of the stretch between Mysore and Nagarhole/Bandipur Wild life sanctuary which I  used to drive very fondly with my family.  Ganesh had some very interesting anecdotes about his venture into wilderness and Ravi had immense energy to describe his own pursuit with nature alongwith his nephews and son which kept us ticking in an unknown arena.
4.       After a brief halt for snacks and tea, we reached THE place “Hemalkasa”.  It was raining insistently and we had to literally make our way into the “Lok Biradari Camp” to reach Guest house kept ready for us by Sachin our Contact person.  He is a teacher in the Camp for the past 8 years and so dedicated to work, be it teaching or attending visitors.  We rested for about half an hour and did not want to miss the natural surroundings.  Before getting dark, we decided to venture out and go upto the triveni sangam (Indravathy and other two majestic tributaries which later join Godavari in AP).  To save time, we took the vehicle and went towards Bhamargad which is supposed to be the hub of of naxalite activity.  
Prafull (another volunteer who got inspired by listening to a talk by Dr.Prakash Amte in Mumbai and joined the Camp leaving his job and family) took us towards a very serene place where the river flows with great speed on one side joining its counterpart which flows very majestically.  We could see some tribals catching fish at a great distance and some boys enjoying the flow of river on the other side.
5.       We were told that there is access upwards for about 18 kms afterwhich it is no man’s land.  The route is blocked and we have no further access towards either AP/Chattisgarh.  Instantaneously, Ravi expressed his desire to go further and see the last possible point.  Very reluctantly, Prafull took us further only to be reminded about our punctured tyre which was given for repair at Bhamragad.  We drove further and the entire “Mahol” on the street was very different.  People looking at us with great suspicition as well as curiosity.  There were many refugee Bengali businessman and the place was full of evening activity.  Our observer/thinker Ganesh immediately noticed a few policemen in the chowk with AK47 type of guns. 
After crossing the chowki and travelling some distance we were prompted by Prafull to quickly take a U-turn and head towards Camp.  We noticed certain unusual tone cautioning our quick reprieve and we had to abandon our plans.  Still we did not want to run away so quickly as it would create more susipicion.  Lowering the glasses, we spoke to a few native people who found to be happy talking to us.  We made ourselves very clear that we have come to see the Camp and were only trying to see places around.  Satisfied with our answers and query, we could safely come back upto the main street where the tyre is being repaired.  A big sigh of relief by  Praful who later told us it is the hub of activity and some encounters have happened in the very same place.  Ravi could not forget the tribal man looking police or the police looking like a tribal with a AK 47 rapped in cloth at the chowk.  We thus came back safely after sipping tea in a near by jopdi hotel.
6.       Back in Camp, it was “hungry time” as we skipped lunch on the way to reach place early.  It was such a pleasant and tasty food making way into the belly in full force making us rush back for a nice sleep.  The taste of Kadi was lingering even in my dreams. We decided to get up early and venture into forest on our own.  At about 5.00 in the morning, I could not resist myself and started walking across towards a nearby nala inside jungle.  Luckily, range was there to receive a call from Ganesh who was also on his way alongwith Ravi.  Three of of ventured into thick woods crossing the river bed only to see some human settlements and natural ponds. As we did not want to take the risk of antagonizing the tribal/village population, quietly returned the same way through the flowing water towards Camp.
7.       Surprises have not ended.  After nice breakfast, we had a small informal talk with Digant and Aniket (Sons of Dr.Prakash Amte).  I also enjoyed playing with their young sons who was very curious with my mobile pictures. Aniket took us into the “Animal rescue Ark” behind residence where we were thrilled to see a fully grown Peacock posing for camera. Next was a variety animals like civet cat, monkeys, owls, magar mach babies, and alas a few poisonous snakes.  Aniket had no hesitation in taking them into his hands and explained how poisonous they are.  Gani was admiring its beauty from a distance and I tried to touch the soft tissued reptile. 
8.       Next came the real shock when he went inside the enclosure where a panther was resting alongwith a younger partner.  He coolly went and patted the ferocious animal and we could not resist taking the entire view into video mode.  He had seen them since they were brought as babies from the near jungles and had no fear or hesitation in meeting like this !!  After feeding a few another animals including a Bhalu with roti and honey, he took leave for daily chorus.  We proceeded towards the cricket and athletic track where children were enthusiastically engaged.  There are more than 650 children in the residential school. We could see a boy who was just flying with great speed.  Sachin was lamenting that they are badly in need of a trainor as the boys are highly agile and strong only needing a little confidence/technique to reach nationals.  Several boys have reached upto state level without any coach.  We then went around the hospital and Sachin explained the nature of patients and treatment given.  He also explained the ambitious expansion project meant for building a multi discipline hospital for the benefit of tribals being coming up.
9.       To quench our thirst for trekking, we took the help of two more volunteers and headed towards the dense forest.  We crossed through the village which we saw in the morning and went upto the middle of hill. We were told that it would take one day to reach the other side !!   We were also cautioned not to venture deep as the mosquitoes would gift us with malaria.  Not taking too much chances and also to take rest for the long journey back to Nagpur, we descended from the jungle.  After a refreshing bath and sumptuous lunch, we headed towards NADT campus which we had totally forgotten for the last two days.  It is surprising that not even once, we remembered or talked anything about our training schedule till we reached outskirts of Nagpur.
10.     We were totally mesmerized and dumbstruck by the beauty of pristine pure jungle and also felt deeply sad about exploitation of tribals/nature by the very same persons who depend on forest.  How beautiful this place must have been, when Dr.Prakash Amte first went to serve Tribals in 1973 along with newly wedded wife Dr.Mandakini. They did not know the language spoken by Madias and Gonds, the primitive habitats of this place.  These tribals were totally cut off from civilization and never wore any dress nor saw any other human beings.  If somebody dressed up appear, they would simply disappear into the forest.  Dr Prakash and his wife had to win over their confidence before releasing them from the clutches of “tantriks” who treated them.  Interestingly, the second generation and third generation of Baba Amte continues to serve Tribals by imparting education and medical care.  Both his sons are Doctors who have shouldered the responsibility in continuing with the worthy cause of their father and grand father. They all could have settled well with a roaring practice and what made them to stick to a noble cause of serving tribals in this remote place remained a BIG Question in our minds. Their off springs also study in the very same school!!.  What a family and what a great commitment to the cause of serving the community.

May such noble souls grow multi fold and inspire others in taking care of mother Earth.

Amarnath Yatra - A divine adventure Pilgrimage

AMARNATH KI AMAR KAHAANI
It was a momentous decision to go to AMARNATH, at the instance of my brother Venkat, whom we fondly call KITTY.  I had a deep regret that we could not do Manas Sarovar Yatra and in spite of our repeated efforts, even Veenu could not make it alone.  I was always wary of leaving the kids on their own and avoided the trip.  We even planned for Veenus sojourn to Manas a couple of times which did not materialize due to unknown reasons.  She was desperate that she couldn’t do it.  This deep routed regret made me instantly agree for the Amaranth Yatra proposed by Kitty. Now that I was comfortable that the Kids have really grown to manage on their own, I had no qualms of LEAVING them alone. Only that my Akka came to take care of the family affairs.  Now we were all set for Amaranth.  We left for Bangalore on 8th July, 2017.  After working till late evening in the office, I was really bogged down by the ensuing work pressure.  I had several sleepless nights convincing myself and my boss that my absence would not affect work. There were certain tricky issues relating to bank assessments and other urgent statutory work, which was holding me back.
2.         We flew from Bangalore to Delhi and thereafter to Srinagar.  Due to change in terminal in Delhi we had tough time in changing, or we thought so.  It was quite easy to pick a bus and reach the other terminal.  We had plenty of time in between to watch and observe several other Yatris in New Delhi airport.   We were surprised to notice a number of flights off to Srinagar (at least five to six in the first half of the day !!) and the differently looking tourists – pilgrims everywhere.   Already, the Yatra season was evident and there were a number of pilgrims / look like pilgrims, including old couples, group of odd men and women in a variety of costumes in this old Terminal which looked like full of Yatris, only.  This Yatra is a life time dream for southerners but this appears to have been a yearly affair for many Shiva devotees from Maharashtra and northern states.  The reverence towards Shiva and the Yatra which is open only for 40 days in a year was evident in their attitude.   It may be true that we only felt so and it was all an illusory thought of pilgrim in the offing. 
3.         We kept on watching a variety of people around,  who looked like going to Amarnath only, or it was only a delusion of a divine pilgrimage that we undertook after a long time.  The religious fervor was evident from the time we landed in the Airport.   I used to tease Veenu that after 23 years, we are on a Honeymoon trip to Srinagar and don’t think it is a Pilgrimage.  We never remember to have left the KIDS for such a long journey.  I was excited that her childhood disappointment in not seeing Srinagar (with parents) was going to be fulfilled now and this was another reason for instantly agreeing for Amarnath Yatra!!
4.         The day when landed in Sringar, it was a Hartal day in remembrance of a so called jihadi who laid down his life for the cause of Kashmir.  The driver was waiting for us since afternoon and we reached around 5 pm.  When we stepped out of airport, we could see empty roads on which children were playing cricket !!!.  Shops were closed, no traffic on road and it was a bit scary to see a number of uniformed personnel and – police present every 100 metres or so. Tense mood in the air slowly gripped our mind.  I said to myself that we need to get used to such atmosphere for the rest of our period in Srinagar.  But we never knew that the situation would be worse in a couple of days !!
5.         We were taken to a remote Hotel amidst the silent locality of Rajbagh as they wanted to avoid City Hotels for Yatris.  Warmly welcomed by a Kudla man,  Mr.Harsha from Namana Travels. We were tired and immediately retreated to the room given.  I mentioned that we did not have proper food and would like to have early dinner.  By 7.30, we were surprised with a sumptuous south Indian meal with Mangalore style Sambar and after filling to the level of 100%, felt like should have a walk.  We went towards Jhelum Bridge to see the beautifully lit walk way - built along the side of the bridge.   We could hardly see any tourists here.  The place was quite romantic and pleasing.   But, it was very weird and weary due to absence of any tourists.  There was no movement of people except a few Daadi walahs.  Veenu was slightly worried and sensed the tense mood in atmosphere. She could not resist her scared mind and insisted that we go back to our room.  I was trying to set her a proper mood after heavy dinner.  It all started feeling quirky and I started feeling bad for this beautiful place enamored in great fear and prejudice in the minds of people.  This was clearly an indication of our future journey in this troubled place.
6.         Early in the morning, we got up to see the real Srinagar at around 5,30 am.  I purposely made a plan to “Shankaracharya Temple” early in the morning, to ease out the impressions of late evening walk on the banks of Jhelum river previous night.  The plan worked wonders.  After getting preliminary information from hotel, we walked upto the bridge again and sought information from a decent guy sitting after a brisk walk. He guided us well and before further query, saw a Rikshaw wallah staring at us.  He asked the guy to endorse his rate to Shankara Temple.   I told that fellow that we may take more time in the temple and it should not be a problem. He agreed without any further ado and took us to the temple in a whizz.  Driver was an interesting character, kept on talking in his anglicized English cum Hindi.  He looked like a European and before we could conclude our friendly talk, we were near the CRPF check post at the foot hills of Gopadri !!               
7.         Crossing through the Dal lake area and took a turn towards Shankara Temple which is also a prominent base of CRPF.  I had ventured into this place during my earlier visit with my batch mates.  Only myself and my Namboodhiri friend were dare enough to visit the temple on a tumultuous day in Srinagar while all others kept themselves into the  room !!.  We just sneaked out of the hotel to get a Rickshaw drive without even informing anyone in the group as they were afraid of moving out of the Hotel.  We were however, determined to see this sacred temple. I started cherishing nostalgic memories of my earlier visit with my good friend Narayanan Namboothiri from Palakkad.  I instantly remembered that we had also visited Vaishnodevi due to his insistence during August, 2013.
8.         This ancient temple claimed to have been built by King Sandiman during 2629BC and later renovated by King Gopadithya in 1368 BC on the hills presently known as Gopadri Hills. It is also said that the temple was built / renovated in 2nd century by the son of King Ashoka the Great.  The temple built on a octagonal platform supporting, easily approached by approximately 200 to 240 steps. The main surviving shrine of the temple is a circular cell providing a magnificent view of the valley. The temple situated on the top of a detached ridge of an igneous rock and along with conical hill rising behind the boulevard beside the Dal lake.  The name of the temple and the hill has undergone change with the historical moments and presently, tourists call it as Shankaracharya temple.  Recently the temple dome has been repaired by Swamy Shivratnand Saraswathi at the request of  a Nepali Sadhu.  The temple is maintained by J&K Dharmartha Trust and well protected by CRPF Jawans.
9.         Shiva temple, popularly known as Shankaracharya temple in reverence to Adi Shankaracharya who visited Kashmir about twelve centuries ago.  It is believed that then Acharya of the Srinagar University Swamy Abhinaugupta initiated Shankara into the “Shakthi cult”.   We could see the marble statue of Shankara installed by Shankaracharya of Dwarika Peeth during 1961.   Shankara being my most revered Gnana Guru of the Vedic Philosophy of  Advaitha and the day was “Guru Poornima” and I would not let go of this divine chance to be in a place where Shankara stayed for reviving Sanathana Dharma and walked barefoot from Kanyakumari to Kashmir!!.   I was deeply contemplating within myself and kept on searching for the divine presence of the Great Master.
10.       After entering the sanctum sanctorum, we could see a few devotees in great ferverent mood reciting many stotras and mantras. I could see a family man along with two of his two kids reciting a number of Stotras on Rudra and we stood silently enjoying the divine presence. I even saw him bowing in reverence and kissing the Shiv linga.  I could not desist touching my forehead on the ice cold Shivalinga and felt ecstatic in that moment of great touch. This was the moment of solitude which I badly needed for a long time.  The large oval shaped linga,  made out of reddish black stone claimed to have been brought from Narmada Valley in MP, is bit huge for the temple sanctum sanatorium gave a majestic look to this tiny temple premises.  We did not feel like leaving the place at all and stood as long as we can inside the small place where it was getting crowded by every minute. With great difficulty, we pulled ourselves out and did a half Pradakshina of temple only to be welcomed by the pleasant breeze and we sat for a while on the rear side. The scenic beauty of entire Srinagar on one side and the majestic Dal Lake was visible from here.  We just stood still and decided to sit for a while for deeper contemplation.
11.        At this moment, fortunately, I could see the same family man sitting along with his wife and two kids reciting a long list of Slokas in prayer of Lord Shiva.  It was too soothing to hear this North Indian accent of Sanskrit slokas and we kept on sitting beside them side by side.  I could hear, in between, the two kids grumbling for a while to go.  Probably, they expected to see some places and have fun in Srinagar. But the Father was very determined to complete the Slokas he has started.  Finally, they left the place after which we sat for reciting the Sukthas learnt from our Guru Shikaripura Krishnamurthy.   It was very pleasant and meditative to recite the Sukthas one by one starting with Ganesha Atharva Sheersha, Shivopasana Mantra, Durga Suktha, Medha Suktha followed by Narayana Suktha and finally concluded by Purusha Suktha.  Myself and Veenu sat in a deep contemplative mood enjoying the presence of the Great Masters of the world, Adi Shankara and the Adi Yogi Shiva, popularly called as Adinatha by Nath panthis. 
12.       The graceful Gurupoornima day began with an auspicious morning visit to Shankara Temple on Gopadri hills, left an indelible mark deep within and we came down fully content from WITHIN, to spend a blissful day ahead of us.  It was about 9.30 am in the morning and we had spent about three hours in the Temple.  Without wasting much time, we decided to cover two more sacred temples.   Our rickshaw wallah has already planned for us and it was only a matter of money to be given.  I instructed him to take us to Saraswathi Mandir and thereafter to Kheer Bhavani temple, so that we can reach back by lunch time.  We did not want to miss this opportunity of continuing our ecstatic journey with more and more auspicious places in this beautiful state of Kashmir. 
13.       Saraswathi mandir as it is popularly called is situated about 6 kms from Srinagar city, on the western side of Hari Parbath.  I just spotted a magnificent fort on a small hillock which was visible from Shankarcharya temple, and I was told that it is Hariparbath built by Akbar the great named after Raja Harisingh, the last of the Kings of Kashmir.  We instantaneously decided to see the place, the moment we saw this tiny hillock fort from the top of Shankaracharya temple at a distance.
14.       This was actually Sharika devi mandir on the western side of Hari parbath.  After climbing about 80 - 100 steps, we were frisked by Jawans who let us into the temple.  We were now in the divine presence of Sharika Devi – goddess Jagadamba Sharika Bhagawathy who is regarded as the presiding deity of Srinagar city, with 18 arms and sitting in Shri Chakra, an emblem of cosmic energy pervading the universe. The hill is also called as Pradyumna Peeth and there is a Swayambhu Shrichakra on the huge vertical rock, being a Shakthisthal adored  by Adi Snhankara.  The place is very sacred for Kashmiri Pundits who regularly visit during special occasions, particularly on Sharika maa birthday, called as Har Navum.
15.       The pundit who was keenly observing our interest came forward to show us the huge vertical rock, symbolizing Sharika mata and showed us the Shri Chakra formation on this rock.   The goddess Sharika is represented by a Swayabhu Shri chakra “Maha Yantra” consisting of Mystic impressions and triangular patterns with a bindu at the centre. We were simply amazed by the markings of Sri Chakra self glowing on the rock.   He even showed other presiding deities on the rock.  They became more evident / perceptible with the placement of beautiful flowers on the front portion of the rock where we could perceive the shape of Shri Chakra. It was quite amazing to see the symbol on this huge rock.  He also advised us to go through the literature on the side of temple, which gives immense input into the importance and meaning of Shri Chakra, one of the most powerful Yantras used in Shri Chakra Araadhane, by practitioners of Shakthi Cult.
16.       It is said that the sacred Sri Chakra, commonly known as Sri Yantra, composed of circles and Lotus petals, contain nine independent trikonas (triangles), mystically drawn within the other.  The four triangles that point upwards represent SHIVA and the other five pointing down wards represent Shakthi.  Shiva triangles are called SRI KANTHAS and Shakthi triangles Shiva Yuvathis or Shakthi element.   All these are quite independent of the central bindu and are formed by the Mula prakrithi of Shiva Bindu.  The intersecting triangles represent the play of creation, protection and absorption of the whole universe by the divine force known as Sudha shakthi.   Sri yantra is the most magnificent composition of nine independent trikonas, charged with the supreme occult significance.  The trikonas intersect with each other to form 43 big and small triangles into an inner circle on which a Lotus with eight petal “Ashta dal” is written representing mystical creation.  The another circle following this with sixteen petalled lotus drawn on it, called as Shodasha dal, representing sixteen kalas (facets) of moon. 
17.       The whole set of triangles and the lotus petals are further triple concentric circles or three fold girdles called TRIMEKHLA.  The whole diagram forming the mystical chakra fixed in a square with triple parallel lines, having four openings or gates on its four cardinal points make up the Devi’s mansion.  In the centre of the whole composition, lies the bindhu (Point) which, in fact, is the mysterious matrix of the Maha Yantra. There is description of this Yantra  given in Sloka 11 of Soundarya Lahari, composed by Adi Shankaracharya. Sri Yantra is a very sacred symbol of the creation as acknowledged by foreign authors who wrote on Indian philosophy.  Sir John Woodroff,  (Arthur Avalon) who say that the more experienced view is that the mind is Shakthi which is a particular manifestation of it.  Practice of the ritual transforms the mind and what is at first seen merely as an external Yantra with lines, curves and petals, becomes a pure mental state in the Sadhaka himself. He too is SHRI YANTRA and realizes himself as such. “ The nine chakras represent nau dwaras (nine openings) in the body and considered as an island of nine gems,  Ajas, Sukra, Majja, Med, Asthi, Mamsa, Roma, Tvak and Rudhir.  “The celebrated Yantra,” says John Woodroff, “represent the human body, the whole Universe and the man, for what is in the former is in the latter and vice versa, as also the Shiva Shakthi Swarupa or Atma.  It is thus the symbol of Devi as she is in her own form “Swarupa” and as she is in the form of Universe “Vishwathma”.
18.       Completely energized by the Sharika ma temple visit, we further decided to see Kheer bhavani temple which is about 28 kms from Srinagar.  It is in the Ganderbal district, which is mostly terror ridden place.  Auto wallah has no hesitation in taking us there and assured that there is no problem.  We had no doubt in our mind that nothing would wrong and we proceeded further.  By this time, we were hungry and the word Kheer bhavaani, itself sufficient to kindle more hunger!!  By the way, they serve Kheer (rice pudding) to all the devotees as Prasadam.
19.       Kheer bhavani a temple dedicated to Bhavaani, near village Tullamulla, constructed over a holy spring.  It is believed that the Maharagnya devi, a satvic form of Durga, was pleased with Ravana and appeared in Lanka who installed the idol of Maa Ragniya, a satvic form of Goddess Durga. Later goddess was displeased with the vicious and licentious life of Ravana and ordered Hanuman to bring her idol back to Kashmir and install at Tulmul, where present temple is situated. It is also believed that the colour of the spring changes and during any inauspicious period, it turns into black, grey etc.,   Locals firmly vouch for such changes during 1980s where there was a calamity.  
20.       Historically, the name of the temple finds a place in Rajatarangini, an authentic chronicle giving the history of ancient Kashmir.   Rajatarangini (River of Kings) is a historical chronicle of early India, particularly north western India, written in Sanskrit by Kashmiri Brahman Kalhana in 1148 AD, which is considered as the most authentic work of its kind.  Kalhana was  born to a Kashmiri minister in the Kingdom of Harsha of  Lohar Dynasty.  References to Kings of Kashmir can be seen and the details of  Mauryan kings, Budhist Kushan Kings, Kanishkas and upto Karkota dynasty of Nagas, who ruled over the state of Kashmir, the chronicle describes in the form of verses numbering more than 8000. The travelogue of Abul Fazl Ibn Mubarak in his book Aini-Akbari mentions the area of Tula mula. Swami Rama and Swami Vivekananda also visited this sacred place and greatly influenced by its serenity.    
21.       We sat for a while in the temple where a number of devotees were singing maa bhajans.  I was tempted by the calls from Langer, where the Yatris were invited for having food.  Out of curiosity we went into the langer and had some Prasad. We came out to sit below the huge Chinar trees all around the temple.  Here we met a Sadhu who was sitting below a huge tree and I remembered him sitting in the same place during our last visit also. After taking his blessings, we sat silently for quite a while as the first half day of our temple visit has come to an end and we had to rush back to the hotel, where Kitty family was waiting.  We came back through the old city full of silent - turbulence and a number of anti India slogans on the way.  It was a mixed feeling of divinity and sadness arising out of local situation which kept us harping on the historical reasons, from one extreme to another, intermittently drawing us back to the local politics.
22.       Rest of the day, was quite peaceful and we just relaxed in the company of Sonaps and family.  As part of the itinery, we had to again visit places –we had already seen.  The first visit being, Shankaracharya temple again and the only difference is that it was in the scorching sun.  The whole scenerio was quite different from the morning visit.  It was the same day and still, the difference was huge.  The paradox of visiting a temple in the afternoon as against the auspicious morning, was easily felt.  This time, it was only tourists visiting and not the devotees!!    We however, enjoyed the Company of Kitty and family and went ahead towards other places. 
23.       Srinagar is full of charming gardens and particularly some very beautiful ones, in the back drop of huge mountains. Cheshma sha hi, built during moghul period, being one such marvelous place wherein you find cold springs with water flowing down, quenching your thirst even in hot summer.  We could not get out of the cold springs and drank chilled water to fill the stomach.  We enjoyed the chilled water and drank full stomach.   Next was Nishath bagh which is a very beautiful garden gave us the required relaxation with lush green grass to lie down and walk a bit.  We could see Sonu in Kashmir dress and it was delightful.   Feeling, contended with the journey whole day, came back to hotel for having a sumptuous south Indian meal.  
25.       Any visit to Kashmir valley is incomplete, if you do not see the beautiful outskirts like Pahalgam, Gulmarg, Sonamarg and the less known Doodh patri. Its even better, if you can stay over night in any of these places to get a feeling of the place, instead of coming back same day.  Gulmarg is known for its Gondola in which you are taken to the top of mountains in a Cable Car and the scenic beauty is amazing.  The Sona marg, Doodh patri are places where you can ride on ponies to climb mountains and relax for the whole day.  Pahalgam is on the way to amarnath and another picturesque place in Kashmir valley.  There is a Mini Switzerland in this place and during cold season, Pahalgamlooks far more beautiful than Switzerland, with snow falling and ice frozen upto 20 feet !! Lots of adventure sports possible in these places.  As the Gondola was not in operation, we skipped Gumarg and planned for an outing to Doodhpatri.   This is less known place which is still under development as a tourist destination.
26.       The moment we landed in Doodpatri, we were surrounded by a number of young Ghode walas who were not leaving us to move further.  Some how, we got out and started trekking on the mountains.  It was a good idea to take a guide for showing us the way and one of the ghode happily agreed to come.    This was a prelude to the climb on mountains for Amarnath Yatra.   I recollected my earlier tryst with mountains with my batch mates in this place.  We climbed from one side and came out through the valley crossing the river passing through the valley.  Basically, we climbed one mountain and got down to the other through a river cross.   It was a great experience to trek under the huge pine trees and it was a Photogenic trek, making us click every other minute.  We came back around 4 pm in the evening after about four hours of trek, finished the packed lunch on the side ways of mountain valley.  It was so refreshing to sit facing a huge peak and each our regular food “Chitranna” packed with a salad – raitha.  Next day was the big day for starting our Amarnath Yatra, the final Yatra. And we did not want to get tired further and returned to Srinagar for our usual dinner and  rest in the hotel.
27.       While, we were being briefed about Yatra itinery to be followed from tomorrow, I got an unusual call.  It was our Mantra Patha Satsang Guru – Shri Shikaripura Krishnamurthy.  His voice was tense and I was told that there was an attack on Yatris at Anantnag and there is news everywhere. Tense moments started and I informed the tour operator.  He was taken aback and started checking facts from his own sources.  We were told that the situation might become normal and as our Helicopter tickets booked for 11th from Baltal, we can go upto Baltal and see what can be done.   There was no news channel or internet, as they got blocked immediately after trouble erupted in Kashmir Valley. We were told, a Yatri vehicle was attacked in Anantnag district and few people got killed.  It was cross firing or attack by extremists, was not known. 
28.       We had some senior citizens and retired officials in our group.  Their determination to visit Amarnath was amazing.  I would say, that at one point of time, we were planning to come back to Srinagar and these ladies did not give up.  The whole programme got fixed very interestingly.  After packing lunch in the morning, we left early towards Baltal which is about three hours drive from Srinagar.  We had to cross Ganderbal which is known for disturbance and terrorist activities. After reaching Sona marg, we realized the problem is worse.  Huge number of military convoy vehicles seen at Sonamarg.  We some how reached the helipad base and waited for our turn.  They were not allowing us on first come first serve basis and we were made to wait.  Kitty and family went earlier but they had to wait for long.  Again, the senior ladies took some initiative and their request gave us special permission to enter the place and procedures for take off started.  From 11 am in the morning till 4.30 pm we were waiting for Helicopter and the climate got worse.  Two of the ladies went ahead in the Helicopter and one batch went up in the air and came back. Myself and Veenu went upto helipad and returned to the base as the services got cancelled due to poor visibility.  In another 10 to 15 minutes, we could have reached Pachatarini, from where, we were planning to trek upto Amarnath.  It would have been 6 + 6 kms up and down from this place. 
29.       We did not know what to do.  We were told that we can come back tomorrow and wait in the que again.   There was no guarantee that we will be sent first. Again the weather would not improve and waiting would not help.    Sonu had to come back after two days and we could not afford endless wait in Baltal base camp for the weather to improve.  Fully disappointed with the turn of events, we came out after cancelling the tickets. After coming outside, there was no other way but to come back to Srinagar.   One possibility was to stay back in Baltal – tent and go by  Palki next morning.   We were not sure of anything at this stage.  We started back towards sona marg and ironically, the police would not leave us at this hour.   In fact our vehicle crossed across towards Baltal and was sent back.  It was only 6.15 pm evening.   We would be left only next day morning. We could not go back we could not go forward.   Stuck badly, we kept on planning / thinking, as to what to do.  The brainstorming session was going on in the other vehicle with senior citizens who wouldn’t  give up.  These brave ladies went ahead and met the Daroga with a ferverent request to let us go to Baltal for next day trip.  We also joined them and I had to show my card requesting for some leniency.   Finally, we were allowed to go to Baltal for a night stay in the tent and the first battle was with the nature and the second was with our own system which functions without any rhyme or reason.
30.       After reaching Baltal, we hired tents for the night stay and arrangements made for next day morning Palki.  Seeing weather conditions, we gave up the idea of trekking as it would be too difficult to climb from this side.   It would have been possible from Pahalgam side and Baltal route is only by helicopter and steep trek.  Early morning, got up at around 2 am and we were in selected Palkis by3.30 am.   It was a long queue at the gate and Veenu became sick at this final stage just before getting into the final gate and start of Palki journey.  She kept on weeping and felt guilty that she had to suffer in this auspicious journey.  I had tough time consoling her and it was only natural turn of events over which we had no control.  As usual all our team mates had left, and we started afresh.  After crossing the gate, we had to find our Palki walas and with great difficulty I could locate Veenu.    I came back for my Palki walah who was missing and somehow got him after a great effort. Seeing their plight, I started walking on difficult stretches and this was probably the first mistake. Showing goodness or courtesy was seen as a matter of weakness in asserting.  
31.       In the narrow stretch, palki walas, ghode walas and trekkers had to go in three lines and sometimes, opposite traffic would push us to the side. Due to drizzling, the way was completely slushy with lots of slippery pavements.   It was terribly difficult even to walk across, leave alone taking some one on your Palki.   I felt bad for those four chaps who were carrying this body.  I felt ashamed and decided that I would never hire humans for carrying this body.   Its as good as being dead and carried by someone, at least you have no control over events at that stage.   This was quite symbolic of the Yatra to Amarnath, the final destination which is equally uncertain !!   Difference being, you are alive but being carried on a Dolly  by four persons.
32.       We had to stop quite a number of times and except once, I could not see where Veenu is.    The weather was bad and it was very cold at certain times, there was no way to go back or forward on our own.   It all depended on our Palkiwalas who had taken the task of taking this body to Amarnath. Each one of us were alone in some sense and it was a divine pilgrim of life time.  Shockingly, I saw a dead body being carried down from Amarnath.   Within a short time, another one followed making a weary thought to come in the mind.  Are we going back alive???   Both of us or one of us required atleast.   I was able to let go of all the thoughts and just started watching the majestic heights of mountain, felt better doing so. 
33.       After a  strenuous climb from 5.30 in the morning till 1.30, reached the peak.    Felt thrilled that we made it, but not sure whether all of us have reached.  We had to climb a few steps to see Amarnath Gupha. (Cave)   It was a huge cave in which there was a formation of Lingam due to solidification of ice.   My scientific mind started telling that it is a natural phenomenon found in several places where the flowing water froze to form Linga. Ajay had told about such instances in Switzerland, having seen a few of them.   It is a simple natural phenomenon which is turned into cause of a divine pilgrimage.  What a way to see the nature’s beauty – philosophically !!!   It was purely an adventure Pilgrimage Yatra for all those ferverent Bhakthas of Lord Shiva.   Amazing are the ways of our ancestors who made every possible effort to elevate us through natural means.   We have cluttered our minds so much so as not to understand them and blindly following all kinds of rituals without properly knowing their essence.  
34.      Finally, the Yatra was over from one side and it was time to climb down.  It was getting late and the climate was getting worse each minute. Palkiwalas were aware of the risk involved and started running down.    I had to climb down and walked few kms in between to speed up the journey.  However, at some places, it was better to sit in Palki as they were too fast on slushy path. We took some rest in between and one of the palkiwalas disappeared with my bag without giving any notice.  I had to walk for another two kms as there were only three to carry me !!.   I had to scare them a lot so that I get my bag back.    Their intentions did not appear to be genuine.  They kept on pleading for not complaining to police and we finally reached the base.
35.       First thing to do was to enquire about Veenu.   I did not get confirmation about her arrival and rushed to the tent and my heart started beating again with joy when I heard her voice from the tent.  Finally, all of us were back on our own legs and it was over by stroke of 6 pm.   We went for a small stoll and came back after having some food in the Langer.   I had to buy some clothes as my bag was still missing and entire clothing was wet.  Each one of us had different experiences on the way and probably it was born out of our Karmas and planned as per our nature.   Every experience in life appears to be, a reaction or result, depending on our tendencies which we call Karma, as we do not know it well.  Even if do not know it well, its ok if we can face it with a positive bent of mind, which we could very well do in the entire Yatra.  We have to flow according to the circumstances still keeping with a determined mind towards the goal in our mind.
36.       Now that we had achieved what we destined to achieve, we were feeling very light and relaxed,  came back to Srinagar.       Last leg of our trip had some very interesting places on the way to Pahalgam like, Marthanda Surya Temple, Anantha Padmanabha swamy temple, in Anant nag, Mamalapur Shiva temple in Pahalgaon village are very mystique.   Pahalgam –probably , behel gaon, is said to be the place where Shiva Leaves Nandi and go further.  Chandanwadi is another place where Chandra leaves Shiva’s entourage.  In Panchatarani, the pancha maha bhuthas are said to be left before reaching Amarnath alongwith Parvathy, to reveal the ultimate secret of being Amar.   These temples are very ancient and you can see their mention in our Puranas.  The ancient temple of Mamal  (ancient Mamalka) on the river bank of Lidder pertain to 11th century built by Jayasinha and has a mention in Rajatarangini. 
37.       The Marthanda Sun temple originally believed to have been built by Pandavas and later renovated in 8th century by Lalitaditya Mukta Pida of Karkota dynasty.   This was originally built on top of a plateau from where one can view whole of Kashmir valley.  It was said to be an excellent specimen of Kashmiri architecture which blended Gandharan, Gupta, Chinese , Roman, Syrian and Greek forms of architecture.  An architectural wonder of those days, worth exploring even now.  In the present Marthanda temple (for visitors)  you could still see a very unique variety of fish in the ponds.   There is a sense of eerie in these places which could be very nostalgic for a Scholar who knows about practices in Vedic ages.     All these are the reminiscent of the ancient Vedic culture at its peak in this part of the Country.  The state of Kashmir is claimed to be the Tapo bhumi of Kashyapa rishi.   Great kings ruled this place over a period of time and the ancient Indian culture was at its peak in this place of Aryavartha.  Our total ignorance about all such sacred places is a great shame and cause of concern.  
38.       Kashmir was a seat of learning and particularly, Sanskrit language had an evolving effect on this region.  It is said that the scholars of this region were sent as Ambassadors of great Kings of Bharat varsha, like Ashoka the Great and many great kings of Gupta dynasty.  Being very learned, they would achieve diplomacy and be very successful wherever they go.  As already seen Kalhana’s Rajatarangini,  a historical Sanskrit chronicle of those days,  there is a mind blowing account of Kings of Kashmir.   Such a beautiful place on earth, culturally vibrant and a seat of learning once upon a time, fully endowed with nature’s bounty, pristine and pure forest mountains.  It has become a tense place due to wretched politics of religion and international politicking with great apathy towards human beings.  
39.       It all looks like vested interest in keeping the issues alive and no immediate political solution appears in the offing.  Wherever we go, the people were agitated and it was difficult to convince them that India is their best bet.  They had serious doubts and animosity about political set up, army and the police establishment. Their ignorance about the reasons for their misery was appalling.  They thought that everything in administration is against their interest, without realizing that they can effectively improve the situation with a positive bent of mind.    Lack of Trust appears to be the key problem.  Felt bad for those kids seen on the way.   I even showed the photograph of Gandhi in the currency note, to many such lads who came to beg for some money.   Many of them were not aware of Mahatma who gave us freedom on a platter, only to be spoiled as we do not know the value of it.  The kids were seeing this piece of paper which could get them some food and I used this moment of attraction.  I asked them whether they know this man on Currency note and told about his greatness.   I had to literally lure them to be truthful and honest in life, so that one day their photo will be on Currency !!   I was only trying to tell them to study well and be honest like Mahathma Gandhi to achieve something in life.  I am not sure as to how much impact it had on those tiny minds, but surely it was satisfying my inner self.   
40.       Over all the trip was well organized and only the circumstances kept on changing every day.  The uncertainties of life were symbolic in our Amarnath Yatra.  We remembered the Kids at every point of time and it was hard to leave the kids and go all alone.   Since Kitty was there, we played like kids and acted like ones also.  We had nostalgic memories of our childhood days during the entire journey and enjoyed Sonaps company.   We enjoyed racing on green fields on mini Switzerland, riding horseback on the mountains of Pahalgam,  Shikara rides and house boat stay on Dal Lake.  The Amarnath was main course and the rest was a topping to enjoy.  A memorable Yatra of life time to be cherished for a long time to come, thanks to Kitty for his great enthusiasm, we would not have ventured to plan for this divine adventure Yatra.

Amarnath ki Jai ho.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Preventive vigilance - a public responsibility.

PREVENTIVE VIGILANCE TO REDUCE CORRUPTION

UNDERSTANDING “CORRUPTION” or “CORRUPT PRACTICES”
            First of all, we should understand as to what is the correct meaning of “Corruption” before trying to find out reasons for the same.  The corruption in the ordinary sense means “taking a bribe for an illegal favour or for expediting a service”.  In the former case, the party giving bribe is also a beneficiary and he is trying to defraud the State for his own benefits.  In the later case, it is for getting a proper service which ought to have been the duty of the person giving and right of the person entitled to get it. With most of the enforcement agencies it is mostly the first type of favours and for other service sectors of the Government departments it is for getting expeditious service.
                                    FURTHER ANALYSIS OF MEANING OF CORRUPTION:
 Before going into the reasons for corruption and methods to tackle the same, the corruption has to be understood in its true sense and not a simplistic view as above.  The corruption is reflection of the Conscience.  There is corruption in the mind of every human being, in so far as every one tries to maneuver / manipulate others for their own need or greed.  It is the “ego” of one mind which tries to rule over every other person for its individual gain.  This may sound little spiritual but the practical thing is that the basic instinct of a human being is that of “survival of the fittest”.  After satisfying the self, then comes his kith and kin, friends and relatives and so on.  It is this mental attitude which tries to promote oneself at the cost of other human beings, giving rise to a tendency to dominate / rule.  In the whole process, the human mind is corrupted to get whatever it wants for himself and for its own persons by using  all possible means whether correct or not.
BASIC CAUSE  FOR CORRUPTION
The root of corruption is therefore, lies in the character of a person which is degenerated over a period of time due to the overwhelming greed of satisfying one’s own self at the cost of others. The moral values of integrity and compassion for others gets diluted at the cost of sub serving nature of “survival of fittest” leading to a situation where the man loses his basic character.  A child may try to get what it wants by means of crying or telling a lie to its parents.  The seeds of corrupted mind can be seen at that stage itself and only when a proper seed in the form of Honesty is sown in the young minds, there can be a true solution to the problems posed by today’s Corruption. In short, imbibing values at a tender age and a conscious effort to preserve the same till they grow up is the requirement of the day.
HOW TO CURB CORRUPTION / CORRUPT PRACTICES ???         A BIG QUESTION.?
By addressing the root problem of character building at the proper age,  major part of corruption can be tackled in the long run.  It however requires certain institutional mechanism viz., Clean & efficient administration, transparency and accountability for the acts done by the Officers of the State, general awareness among public about their rights and duties etc.,  A system needs to be in place for addressing all these issues at the appropriate levels. 
In the context of government machinery, there should be an in house control systems in place,  which acts as an effective PREVENTIVE VIGILANCE MECHANISM, in the form of
a)                           accurate and timely reporting of the tasks carried out by Government officials while discharging their duties
a)                           Inbuilt checking procedures and mechanism to fix responsibility
b)                        periodical monitoring and review  of the same at various levels. 
c)                        Impartial and speedy enquiry process to book the erring / culprit officers, which serves a deterrent purpose should be in place. 
The vigilance mechanism needs to be speedy and effective in order to create an atmosphere of mutual trust between the administration and the employees. In built checking procedures and mechanism to fix responsibility amongst all level of officers and staff is the need of the hour.  The corruption is a collective phenomenon and no single class of officers / staff can be blamed for the same.  A demanding boss (both in terms of work and expectations for personal gains) would be both a trigger and cause for increasing corruption index of the subordinates. Proper checks and balances for routine work, reporting and reviewing mechanism needs to be effectively implemented to fix responsibilities both on the doer and also on the person who monitors the doer, so that no one is singled out in the functioning of the department.
PUBLIC RESPONSIBILITY
Apart from in house mechanism as above, it is very important to have an elite and vigilant public which can act as a Watch dog of the public functionaries.  Through various redressal forums and effective use of beneficial legislations like RTI, Consumer Protection Act etc., it is possible to keep check on corrupt practices. Mere over enthusiasm for popularity and show off concern for the genuine problems cannot solve the issue. In the modern world, the proper knowledge about “information” is the essence for enforcing public rights and duties of public servants.  A citizen aware of his rights and duties can play a vital role in cleansing the system and various NGOs with a self less vision can do miracle in this regard.  However, proper care needs to be taken to see that it is not mis used / misdirected with a vested interest.
 A multi pronged effort in the form of i) character building measures, ii) institutional mechanism and iii) a focused civil movement to create awareness is required to eradicate the menace of corruption. A few specific suggestions for achieving the same are summarized below:
a)   Free education system from corrupt practices in order to have honest and patriotic younger generation to take care of this great democracy
b) Public awareness about their rights and  obligations towards fellow citizens and country as a whole – Ethics in public life.
c)  Effective utilization of in house mechanism to monitor, control and punish corrupt practices
d)  Proper utilization of beneficial legislations to achieve transparency and accountability in the system through  Right to Information Act, 2005, Consumer Protection Laws, Machinery provisions to enforce rights and duties.
It is indeed true that a long drawn battle has to be waged to curtail corruption, if not to end the same.  Every one should join hands, since corruption is the single most evil which is the greatest impediment for development of Society in general and growth of Economy in particular.  The success of any democracy entirely depends on free and fair dispensation of justice for masses and a corruption free society.  In this sense, it is every body’s compulsion to curb corruption for a great and vibrant India.

Jai Hind.